last nite...

last nite,
one of my friend told me her story that in some way similar to mine but in the other way is way worse. after i heard that i also shared my problem without giving the details but i was surprised when i found out that actually one of my friend has already noticed my problem but never talked to me about that.
there were 3 of us last nite and all of us suffered a very similar problem. i never told my story before to them because i was afraid it would create worse situation not only for me but also for those around me. i was so terrified therefore i kept silence for a very long time. it was hard and annoying but i couldn't do anything else. i don't want to hurt other people but in the same time i hurt myself.
it was very relieving that i could finally speak up and know that i'm not alone. and the most important is i knew that i have made a right choice, something that i doubted before.
thank you my friends...